Your time with us (Introduction)

Yes, it was only like yesterday that I held you in my arms, called you sweet names and kissed you. Yet I

need to really recall all the details, yes, all the details of your days, from the day you were born to the day you left us - forever. I am looking forward to be with you once again, and this time for eternity.

For I have missed you, cried for you until there are no more tears to be shed, until my throat runs dry and tight and the days pass without knowing what days or night. Yes, I will recall your days, and come back here and write every single piece of memory as it comes back to me.

You are forever in my heart. I love you even when you have left me.

I will ask your mum, your brothers and sister, your own family member for every single moment they remember about you and I will pen them down. For how am I to remember when I spent a lot of time away, in Australia, United Kingdom, Germany, Holland, Denmark and other parts of Europe, Singapore, Indonesia, Brunei, Thailand, Japan? But, wherever I was, you were always with me in my heart, my mind and soul.

There were times I wished I did not go so far away and left you behind. Now I know my time away from you were regrettable. I will never get those times back.

For I know those times have gone by, never to come back again.